I grew anxious, expecting to be catfished by some older guy that had just taken a model's photos from google images. It had been a while since I'd been with a guy and impulsively asked if he wanted to come over. After chatting for a while, my level of arousal became unbearable. Harry: Chiseled jaw, naturally gorgeous, built and a sleeve down his right arm. I looked down at my phone to find probably the sexiest guy I'd ever seen. My phone buzzed and I just assumed it was just another guy starting with the typical 'hey' that I wasn't interested in. This one particular night changed everything. All of my friends are straight and don't know I'm into guys and have never suspected a thing. I don't really give off the gay vibe, I suppose. I've always been nervous about the pain or if I'm not good at it, but it's always something I've wanted to try. Like I said, I've never fucked or been fucked by a guy before. I was never really up for 'fun' as they liked to describe it - probably because I'm a little reserved and have never really gone all the way with a guy, which I assumed they'd all automatically expect. I didn't expect anything to come from it not friends, not a meaningful conversation, not a relationship. I just liked the attention from it really.
I'd had the Grindr app for some time, but never really thought anything of it. Home alone, watching crap on TV and flicking through my phone constantly for any sort of updates.
